January 2011
I FUCKING LOVE MY SISTER
December 2010
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sometimes my mom just doesnt want me to be happy.
i reallly dont think she gets it .
BOWLINGGREEN. makes. me depressed.
i fucking hate it there.
and then when i’m home she just rides me about how i shouldnt transfer how i should just stay there for 4 years, like she did.
im not her.
i fucking hate her.
she doenst like me hanging out with kevin
she doesnt get hes the...
Hmmm.
why am i such a cow..
tonight..
you said your gunna love me forever.
and..
that makes me feel so much better.
ive been so scared without you, theres so much temptation - other people willing and wanting to treat me nice and hold me, its hard.
but i know your my all.. i have to stick with you…
not only cause i love you but because i honestly dont know what i would do..without you.
thinking about it makes me sick to...
soo.
i just hit the wall
literally.
idkk.. i should be laughing.
usually im more funny and i have a better sense of humor.
but like..
idk.
i just feel like shit about myself. all the time.
i hate my body.
i hate my squinty little eyes.
i hate my legs.
i hate my crooked teeth
i hate my ass.
i just dont feel go about the way i look.
and i know they were just kidding.
and i shouldnt take it to heart..
but i do.
just gotta change those things & ill...
“you see right throughh me, how do you do that shit.”
